I wish I could forgive the way that God forgives. He chooses to let go...never look back. He makes the choice to NOT go there again (revisit the sin that I have repented for), and I trust that He is all He says that He is.
"We are told that Satan is the “accuser of the brethren”, meaning that Satan will try to convince us that God could never love us. We need to recognize those thoughts as lies and instead choose to believe what God says. What God says about us in His Word (the Bible) is truer than anything we could think or feel. Jesus said that those who build their lives on His word are those whose lives stand strong and secure, able to weather anything in life (see Matthew 7:24-27).
If you’ve asked God to forgive you and to come into your life — you are forgiven!!! His word says so. Thank Him for His forgiveness and begin to rejoice in your secure relationship with Him. He is able to change areas of your life that don’t line up with His desire for you. 1 Corinthians 1:9 says, 'God is faithful, through whom you were called into fellowship with his Son, Christ Jesus our Lord.' " -Starting With God